another day pass

continue from where i stop..i went to sleep at around 8am in the morning and i can't get to sleep at all..he was back at ard 9am..then bathe and sleep..for me, i rest in the bed till around 1015am then i went for a bathe then proceed to work..work was never tired or sleepy for me for the whole day till evening after i had my dinner and smoke..i felt dizzy out of sudden and i quickly went to buy 100 plus to wake myself up..not long after i started doing stock balancing then proceed to closing..help out popular people with the tear down as auntie steph is sick..after everything was done,i went back home..i knock out in the train! that shows how tired i was..but! he say his friend is coming over..so i have to wait for his friend to go home then sleep as its nicer this way..finally his friend went home and i can start doing excel replenishment to send dayne for the further roadshows replenishment..i need him to show care love and concern..not just on mouth talk..how i feel..its all so obvious..but..you have never had the effort to find out or even to feel it..hais..just end here..my mood now is totally devasted..