another day pass

continue from where i stop..i went to sleep at around 8am in the morning and i can't get to sleep at all..he was back at ard 9am..then bathe and sleep..for me, i rest in the bed till around 1015am then i went for a bathe then proceed to work..work was never tired or sleepy for me for the whole day till evening after i had my dinner and smoke..i felt dizzy out of sudden and i quickly went to buy 100 plus to wake myself up..not long after i started doing stock balancing then proceed to closing..help out popular people with the tear down as auntie steph is sick..after everything was done,i went back home..i knock out in the train! that shows how tired i was..but! he say his friend is coming over..so i have to wait for his friend to go home then sleep as its nicer this way..finally his friend went home and i can start doing excel replenishment to send dayne for the further roadshows replenishment..i need him to show care love and concern..not just on mouth talk..how i feel..its all so obvious..but..you have never had the effort to find out or even to feel it..hais..just end here..my mood now is totally devasted..

a day of work and celebration

today was a tired day..morning was woken up by my boyfriend's sister songs played loudly in the living room and his sister is playing bass..and i woke up i straight away went to bathe..then i went to work around at 1030am..reach bukit batok(westmall) at around 1130am and i went to buy lunch.after lunch start work..work was so stress as eric is away to US..last min changes made by boss was jammed..waiting for me and dayne to make changes..finally wait till the time when its closing..went to toni's birthday celebration.its no fun at all as we went there for about half an hour and everyone is going off..after that i went to meet jinling,irene,kheng ee,boonping and his gf at hougang plaza waiting to celebrate chee how's birthday.at ard 1am we went to sengkang shell station to buy some cupnoodles and drinks plus vodka..proceed to one carpark nearby..and chee how and one friend call xiao bai reached sooner after that.they started to glup chee how with all the drinks and vodka.then xiao bai went home to take one bottle of red wine.red wine plus coke and milk..have anyone taste before?it smells so smelly..but he has to gulp all up..luckily i can't even drink a sip at all..haha..after everything..we went home..at ard 445am..reach home and bathe..decided to renew my blog as i'm really stressed up..its the only way to de-stressed myself..he has not called me for the whole night..not even a message from him..i wonder if i am important to him at all..he gave me a feeling that he is not worried not concern at all..feeling that i'm so unimportant to him at all..i love you? its just 3 words said out..but its so different when you showed..understand? i feeling so fucked up in everything now.at the moment..